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::Initiating Ranting:: Something's Wrong...

@ School

W.T.F, I know I tend to complain and whine about my classes but honestly? This is suppose to be a BSN nursing program and I know its condensed into two years but seriously? so far besides my first class which was Nutrition, NONE and mean NONE of the other classes have been longer then two WEEKS. There is something wrong with this picture...The books are seriously thick and they really want us to go through it in less time it takes for regular nursing students to work with which is about a semester or so? Urgh officially sucks....really...not to mention the school kinda sucks at giving us notices, not to mention people may be dropping out because of how much it costs which is a pain within itself...

w/ my life

Sometimes...I just don't know what I really want to do or what direction I''m heading towards. Maybe it has something to do with the career I'm in right.I don't know if its because my parents kinda influenced what it should be or if I'm just scared that I'll end up screwing up royally among other things. I mean, I DO kinda find the stuff I'm learning interesting, but I'm kinda half-assing...sorta if that makes any sense. *sighs* I want to do SOMETHING but I don't know, I think I'll go back applying to work somewhere so I have something to do in my time and make some money I guess...beats doing doing nothing but studying around the house and babysitting the puppies practically.


W. Motivation

I just don't know why I don't have any motivation to actually FINISH some things. I mean I know in my head I keep telling myself I have things to do and that I should be doing them but when push comes to shove I just don't feel the motivation to do it. What's ironic is that a few years earlier I was such an optimistic now I just feel like I've turned into a pessimistic with things going in my head like 'what's the point' or 'why bother'. I mean I have ideas and projects I wanna TRY but I dunno...maybe I'm in some sort of slump or something atm?

On another note
...Since the school is sending me earlier to the Philippines for our Clinicals, and since I'm not an LVN with not experience not to mention a student VISA, I HAVE to go two weeks earlier then the other students to get it done which means I have to leave at the end of June....bottom line NO ANIME EXPO THIS YEAR DAMMIT!!

End of Rant

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